Wednesday, May 28, 2008

after looking on pictures taken...
i found out that i looked so fake..
=.=""
i jz turned to be such "faker".. maybe?
so..
wat should i do...
i target myself..
jz be myself
dun force myself doing anything anymore..
jz laugh if i feel really funny..
=.=""
deal...
another deal or no deal..
life will hav loads of deal or no deal..
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DEAL OR NO DEAL?

ok
i deal
i dealed with you and me myself
and now you won
me myself... maybe i won also?
i duno...
but
at least...
now is better than previous?
DEAL OR NO DEAL...
decide yourself...
lol!!!
perfectionist....
*me...*
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~
=P
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Monday, May 26, 2008

got tagged again

What is the most important thing in your life?
meditation? lol... erm... family.

What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
let me think... handphone perhaps?

Where do you wish to get married?
my buddhist society...

How old do you think that you'll be permenantly owned by your lover?
nobody owned by somebody... perhaps??

Are you in love?
nop....and kinda hard...?

Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
hmm... forgotten laa... although is last night...

Name the latest book you bought.
i bought few books at once last time.. how..?

What is your full name?
Tan Sun Pei. Why u wanna noe anyway? lol... weirdo

Do you prefer mother or father?
forever mother...

Name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.
person..?? nobody is special enough for me to meet...

Christina or Britney?
who is christina? and why jz name? choose for..??

Do you do your own laundry?
of course i do!

The most exciting place you want to go.
exciting... i prefer relaxing... beaches..?

Hugs or kisses?
hugs feel more secured..

Point out 5 things about the person wo tagged you.
him aah...
重色轻友?*kekeke* sounds it better la... "family" first.. lol...
caring
independent
smart
a person who jz like me... perfectionist...

8 things i'm passionate about.
passionate.... car?
mobile phone?
computers...
cameras...
photoshooting
buddhism studies
ultimate frisbee... ?
lack of thinking laaa..... i dun think got liao loh...

8 things i say too often.
"hahahaha..."
"swt"
"lol"
"..."
"ermmm"
"ok ok ok"
"hmm..??"
"shit" ( =P )
"what you doing there..?" (when msn or sms-ing)
and
"yes!!!"

8 books I've read recently.
爱情,并不是你以为的那样
i actually jz finished my final test...
this is the only book i start reading... lol...

8 songs i can listen to over and over again.
擦肩而过,
会呼吸的痛,
和你的每一天,
做你的男人,
我不配,
蒲公英的约定,
伤心地铁,
依然是朋友。
还有很多啦!!!

8 things i learnt last year.
learnt as in.. in life or studies?
studies...
-Properties of Material
-Light, waves, and electrons
-Electricity and magnetism
-mechanics
-basic mathematics
-further mathematics
-web designing ( html )
-history of computers

life... (although we always say it.. but we still do it right..)
-never be too yourself infront of all friends
-must be as low-profile as possible
-do not express your feeling so easily
-never do things beyond emotion
-control temper
-never put too high require on friends on something
-think be4 you do...
-action more... rather than talk more...

5.ppl i wanna tag...
1.amelia..
2.skymaxter
3.foong may
4.fung wern
5.stephanie
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Sunday, May 25, 2008

对人生事物太随便是否是一件好事?
某个角度来看是好事……
但是,我好像变得太随便了……
好想好想改变自己……
能吗?

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

喜欢一个人,就一定要拥有吗?
很多人一定会给这个答案:各有建子。
我呢……
当然没有说要拥有……
但是,我只希望她能开开心心的……
如果是因为我而令她不开心,
我愿意消失……
我愿意停止喜欢她……
我宁愿停止喜欢她,让她开心些……
好让她找到幸福……
难道,要她不开心,我也不开心地过日子吗?
与其两人一起伤心,不如一人承担?
如世所闻,一人死,好过二人死……
哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!

放下这担子一定会让大家好过……
何不?
好吧!
决定了……
放就放!!
男子汉大丈夫,说放就放!!
yeshh!!!
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Monday, May 12, 2008

不舒服

最近这几天,我都不觉得很舒服……
觉得蛮热的……在冷气房也是如此的热……
好恐怖!
更死的是我有年尾大考!!
还没读~
真的要命!!
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

random thoughts

today...
i met several scene which inspired me
first...
after i dropped joshua baq home...
i was on the way back to my place which pass by tropicana...
then..
i saw 1 kancil..
was speeding up next too me...
i was telling myself... 酱赶干嘛?投胎咩??
end up....
the kancil straight away went up to the side of the road... then come baq out
at firs i was thinking that the car wanted to stop the car there....
but then the car come out..
i was then..
wat the!?!?! shoot!!!!! the car sure injured gao gao wei!!!
sorry wei bro.... hope u are ok wei...
lol....
was so so damn lucky of me... lol...
anyway...
after that...
i passed by damansara primary school..
i saw a daddy holding his daughter passing the road...
so i stared loo
that daughter so cute.. so funny... really very naive..
then i look at the dad..
the dad look at me.. and smile *after i smile of course..*
then the daughter pull him... and she jump left and jump right...
end up her shoe flew out and kena their own car...
LOL!!!!! was so so so so funny wei...
her dad was looking at me...
covering the mouth laughing tiam~~~~
XD

ok...
then..
after that...
i was driving all the way back to my hse lo...
sth funny happened...
cant guess right...
lol..
i was planning to slow down at traffic light...*yellow and turned red when i stopped*
then...
a police car drove pass me...
and i saw..
a motocyclist was going out
funniest thing is....
the police stopped right infront of the motocycle..
and the cyclist point middle finger...
the normal react for a police should get down the car and start kena gao gao rite?
but..
the police car straight away drove away...
lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today seems to be very funny day....
hmm...
y aah????
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i got tagged..... ?!?!?! sweat~

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than
goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got
tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

1. What was i doing 10 years ago [1998] ?
i was too too too young.... i cannot remember...
i think.. is... watch tv.. study?

2. 5 things on my to do list today
-sms steph
-sms FW (which i din dare to do... duno y)
-wake up joshua
-dun sleep while working(which i slept)
-talk to old mates.. (which ihavent do)

3.5 snacks i love
i dun really eat snacks..

4. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
billionnaire??
i dun think i will reach that level loh...

5.5 of my bad habbits
hot tempered
lazy
love to bully friends
love think pessimistically
stubborn

6. 5 places i have lived.
TTDI
JINJANG UTARA
Bandar Utama
Kota Damansara
Semenyih TTS4

i tagged...

1.Lok Lok
2.SkyMaxTeR
3.Van van
4.Fung Wern [although i noe she wont see this blog... :( ]
5.amelia ang ang ang.... LOL
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Friday, May 02, 2008

受伤

今天,是我有史以来受到最伤的一天。肉体及内心……
双重打击?
不不不……
肉体?frisbee比赛时伤到的……
内心?
我哥,就只为了非要驾我车不可而差点跟我妈打架!!
你们一定怀疑,为什么我就是不可以让他驾??
不瞒你说……我是很不爽有这样的哥哥……
怎样都不会变成熟……
女友都有了几年……玩也玩到天翻地覆……
那又怎样?
好的,回正题。
我不要他驾的原因很简单。
车还很新,而且是手牙的。
一定一定一定要保养到很好。
新车小册都说了……
要rev都不要rev过2.5...
不过,你知道吗?
我哥,他rev到4!!!
我驾第五牙都还没碰到2.5……
都到了90++
你想想下,他上到4,时速会是多少?
给多一个比例……
我上到100km/h差不多到3……
还没到。
那么,4会是什么速度?
不用猜很久都会猜到的吧~?
别嫌我烦,让我在注重一句:
是新车。
我都不敢上到100km/h……
他竟然上到不知道什么速度……
根本就是在杀我的宝贝车!


对了,回到刚刚所说的,为什么说他会差点要跟妈妈打架?
他不爽,因为我不给他驾。
去投诉~
我在车上……
听到吵架声,马上关车下车进屋子……
他就下来……
逼我拿锁匙出来……
我不给,他就大力的把我的宝贝手提电脑荧幕大大力的盖下来。
我马上推开他。他马上推我到玻璃的地方!!
玻璃一百八仙爆!
我也割到~
不过!
不过,我并不觉得那么一点点算什么伤。
最伤是什么?
伤透了妈妈的心……
妈妈在我心中……我无数声告诉自己,他是哥哥!
不要打架!
我当时忍无可忍,把一些不想讲的东西都讲了出来。
如果不是因为我的家庭是这样的话……
我妈妈很关心我……
我现在,已经找到房间住……
不在住在这……
听起来很幼稚吧?
哈!哈!哈!
你知道他的为人的时候,你就知道什么才叫做幼稚吧~
慎重宣明:我不是说他幼稚啊~
而是,比你的反应跟我的反应,可以真的不叫幼稚吗?
今天,哭了一场,汗了一场,喊了一场,骂了一场……
差不多全起~
呼!呼!呼~



停笔。
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